"If I was a bird, I'd fly away....

"Spread my wings, so I'd escape
If I was the sky

I’d let it rain to wash away the pain..."


Thats exactly how I am feeling and have been feeling for a few weeks.  Thats one of my favorite songs by Floetry and it could never be more true.  I'm all out of sorts and not feeling like myself.  Something has got to give.  I'm overwhelmed, frustrated, just outdone in more ways than one.


I am seeking clarity, strength and encouragement. I'm actually crying as I type this...


Today is not a good day


*sigh*

Something to share....

Ahhhhh yesssss...its FRIDAY! How happy I am to see you; i've waited 4 WHOLE days for you to reappear!!!  Don't you ever leave me again! *hmph*


Annnnnnnywho, I'm sitting here at work; counting down the hours until I am able to skidaddle (2 hours to be exact) and I thought that I should post the GREATEST speech of all times!!


Greatest Speech Ever!!!


Let me tell you all how I FELL out laughing!!!  The SAD reality is that this speech is SO true!!!  It addresses many issues in Black America today; specifically the COONERY and SHUCKIN' AND JIVIN' (yea I said it) of BET and a lot of these so-called rap artists, which in turn has transferred into reality for a lot of our young black men and women.


PLEASE BE ADVISED, THE "N" WORD IS USED;  so if easily offended...sorry *shrug*.


Please listen and provide your comments on this speech! I will leave you with this...


"And no I won't get there with you....I'm going to Canada!"


*drops mic*

Wow...

Its been a little over a year since I last posted something; not because I dont have stuff to say, just because I was plain lazy! *Kanye Shrug*

So much to say...so little brain capacity to type it all. Let's see how we can sum this up shall we??

GROW THE HELL UP!!!! That about sums up the majority of feelings I have had lately. It seems like every where I turn, someone is complaining, whining, crying, etc about how something is unfair or how he/she did, or that they dont get a fair chance...... WELP, such is life my friend! Life is rough; it isnt easy and full of ups and downs, disappointments, life lessons, etc. How long can we sit and complain and cry over stuff. Forgive those who wronged you, forgive yourself, pray about it, gain some healing and MOVE ON!!!

You block your blessings when you dwell on past hurts or situations and never learn from them. Surely, you wont forget and you definitely shouldnt, but FORGIVENESS is KEY to ever gaining happiness and your desires in life. We cant blame anyone but ourselves when we hold grudges for 5984038598439859435435 years and then wonder why our lives suck. Give yourself the o_O (blank stare) for wasting those years of life buddy. Even Jesus gives you the *side eye* for that move; you know better. IF you dont, then its never too late to learn. Besides, no one wants to be friends with the sore loser of life. You'll find yourself alone; replete with action figures, comic books, and cats for the rest of your life.

Moving on is essential; its never easy...NEVER. It hurts, its uncomfortable, it may cause you to look at reality and come out of your ficticious world and face reality, etc but in order to truly be the person God wants you to be, you have to face the music at some point. Do it for YOURSELF....if not, do it for me so I dont have to hear anymore of your crap for a while.

Mmmmkay???

Love ya bunches!

Random Thoughts...

Hey Folks,
its another RANDOM day in the neighborhood and I am just sitting here thinking about life, music and foolishness.

Life-wise: I cannot complain AT ALL. No, my life is not all I WANT it to be, no I am not married, no kids, and i'm not RICH...but alllllllll of this is part of my little plan. I have goals and desires that I want for my life and I plan to achieve all that God has for me. Ahhhhh, won't you join me on this journey??? (I am sleepy and dazed LOL)

Music-wise: I LOVE music; its the greatest thing EVER. I just sometimes wonder what people are thinking about when they decide to venture into music. For instance, Ms. Meagan Goode. Now, IMO she is NOT the best actress ever, sooooooooooo what made her decide to "diversify" herself and go into music?? Beats me, probably some wack Manager that told her she could sing SMH.

Uhhhh, I will let you all be the judge.... http://mymoodismusic.com/2009/04/09/meagan-goode-has-got-you-star-struck/

This person seems to agree with me....

Lastly, on to my favorite topic, Foolishness: Foolishness seems to follow me throughout my day. No matter how I try to avoid it, it sticks to me like a fat kid sticks to a baker. As I was doing my leisurely reading today, I saw that Lil Wayne had an interview with Playboy. The foolishness that was discussed totally threw me overboard. Honestly, Lil Wayne having groupies and chicks fighting to sex him?!?!?!?! Makes me *vomit*. That was way beyond my foolishness quotient for the day. I knew it had been too quiet today but this article brought about more laughter than I could have imagined. I guess as long as you making money, looking like a burnt cheeto means nothing.

Read the article here... http://www.playboy.com/articles/lil-wayne-dirty-dozen/index.html?page=1


Ehhhhh....onward and upward folks....

Christina

I am back...

Wow, hello Bloggers! It has been a while; 3 years to be exact. A lot has occurred; I finished grad school (wooo hooo), got a new job, moved out, bought a car and gained a new outlook on life. 26 has been good to me so far; I have learned a lot about myself and I have realized the inner strength I do possess. I have also learned my flaws and what it takes to better myself and be the best woman possible. I have also gained new friendships since my last blog; long-lasting friendships that have had a huge effect on me already. Between my sorors (Hey Ash!), my singing partnas who have become sisters; they have helped me appreciate life for what it is. All in all, life is pretty cool; MUCH different than I expected it to be 3 years ago, but I realize that all things work together for my good. God has me and I am just trying to patiently wait and be thankful for all I have and DONT have.

Until then...have a great day Bloggers :-)

Christina...

***Swoon***

This Blog is simply a swoon...over my baby!!!

He is definitely the greatest!!!!

Not much more to say than that!!!!

Have a wonderful week!!!

Heller (Madea Voice)

How is everyone?
Life is going good right now, finishing my first term of graduate school, preparing for my second. I am so thankful to God that Trinity if offering me financial aid for the upcoming fall year....so thats less money out my pocket!!!!!

I am truly blessed and things beginning to look up!

Stay up ya'll

Chris